- Whatever has happened?
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shaidinho
- March 31st, 2009
Yesterday was a fucked up day..something's bothering me tis pass wk..aniwaes, went to Reuben hse wif Brendon n played wining eleven..sort of fun when playin wif Bren..but Reuben always win us..haizz..then Bren went for dinner while i n Reuben played summore..when we sian oredi then we went dinner b4 meetin Bren for a jog..we jogged lyke 6 rds ard the sch..took lyke half n hr..pfft..expected better..so tis wk we goin jog 6 rds b4 goin to 7 rds nxt wk..then we played cards n chit chat till 11 plus..went home wanted call Shyieka but she fell aslp..so i called her after a wk i din chat wif her..1st call was left unanswered, 2nd the same..gave up n called Leping..thk god she picked up..we chatted till 1 plus then i called her again..tis tyme it was answered but no one said anytin..left my fone bside me n tried to slp but i can't..ended up playing guitar till 3am..
Tis thing bout quitin smoking, i am really nt sure if i cud do tis..especially wif all the shits dat has happened..bought a new pack for 5 bucks on Sunday as i was feeling alone..
1st stick- Smoked while biking the way home..
2nd stick-When i'm on the way to the playground to spend time alone..
3rd-When i finished the lil soccer match while i was there..
4th-At nyte b4 i slp..
5th-On yesterday morning after breakfast..
6th-Otw to Reuben hse while waitin 4 Bren
7th & 8th-B4 jogging while waiting for Bren..
9th & 10th-after jogging while playing cards..
11th,12th,13th-while chit chatting b4 goin home..
14th-otw home
15th,16th & 17th-after the calls being left unanswered..felt fucked up so i chain smoked
Tis morning's was my 18th..
I feel lyke i'm making empty promises to everyone, especially YOU :(
i jus can't help it..sorrie ppl
Now i'm off to go NP to appeal..hopefully it goes well